Scared
Yes I’m scared..
It was been so long. After break up with my ex boyfriend for about 4 years a go. I always scared.. scared to take some decide being single or taken. 2 years a go.. my old friend filled my heart, then he said “would you be my girl friend?” but I was too scared to said yes or no. I just menggantung our relationship. Finally, he leave me and It was too hurt huhuhu..
Then, no longer from it I met Demon. We enjoy being friend. But I can’t deny my feeling for him, I realize that I really happy and enjoy share with him. Finally he give me 2 choices, TTM or comitment..
Again, I was too scared to choice. I said that I was no ready yet to being relationship with someone else. So about 1 year we just confused. Bingung mau dibawa kemana hubungannya. The hardest thing in my life is to forget Demon. I always try to deny my feeling for him, but I cant. Finally, after 2 years being complicated relationship, we have comitment. He asked me to be his wife, and I said “Yes”. But now I realize that I said yes because I was scared to loss him. We know that we have big different.
Some days a go I was prayed. Pray for a better month.. pray for a better week and ask to Allah, is he the best choice for me?
Now I was scared. Scared to loss him.
Maybe “scared” is my middle name
balisugar responds:
Posted: August 15th, 2008 at 6:22 am →
Don’t be scared !
Nobody belongs to anybody, if one day you have to loss you have memoirs…to fill up the sky
Jeblog responds:
Posted: August 15th, 2008 at 6:27 am →
Merdekaaaaaaaa !!! My Friend
koko responds:
Posted: August 15th, 2008 at 9:13 am →
turn your scared into sacred
ichanx responds:
Posted: August 23rd, 2008 at 4:37 pm →
hmmm…. jangan takut atau ragu,… dengan selalu memposisikan diri takut, lo udah bikin sugesti negatif ke diri sendiri… gak bagus itu…… nikmati… enjoy… ikutin kata hati…
Adieska responds:
Posted: August 23rd, 2008 at 6:34 pm →
Lah… Kog gitu sih mbak? Kalo gitu terus kapan meritnya
Ditunggu undangannya yakz… 
Lisna Poenya responds:
Posted: September 1st, 2008 at 9:44 am →
Ouwh…..Tatut ya….ngajak temen biar berani, jangan lupa di nyalain lampu nya taw bawa lilin kalo lampunya mati…he….versi tatut nya ga’ nyambung ya…enjoy Aja…jangan terlalu di nikmati ya “SCARED” nya